So
what's been happening? I've been here over a month
now, settled into a groove... it's time to send a mission report back to my
loved ones and anybody else who may alight on this blog.
Greensteds
School, Nakuru, Kenya, Earth Date 2018...
All is well. I am fine. I am happy.
My life is what I'd hoped for and more. It'll do :-) What did I want?
To
be healthy. I am. I eat smoothies every morning
with banana, avocado, dates, flax and chia seeds, magic powders, ginger,
turmeric, yoghurt... there's a danger it's too healthy and my body won't cope. I swim some days, play
football twice a week at least, and there's yoga on Mondays and pilates on
Tuesdays. Most mornings I throw myself up on the wooden frame of my porch and
do pull ups too. Why not?
To
have more space and time. I do. My little home
overlooks the rift valley. Storms swirl in the distance, birds flutter, mist
crowds the trees in the mornings and no dawn is ever the same. I see it through
my window at the foot of my bed – I've stopped shutting the curtains to let it
in. My commute is, on a good day, about 45 seconds, but I still have almost
complete privacy up in paradise villas, as my neighbors and I affectionately
call our cul-de-sac. A small but massive benefit of this – I don't drive
anymore except for the rare occasions I take charge of somebody else's car, which is exciting for the novelty.
Well-being boost of not sitting in a car everyday doing the same journey... unquantifiable. I also employ a cleaner, which is expected - a way to filter some of the earnings into the local economy, and quite frankly, it's fabulous.
To
be able to teach. I can. Class sizes are between 10
and 18, which means I can form relationships quickly and target the learning to
individual needs... you know... teach. Every circumstance has its challenges,
and they exist here, but with the numbers trimmed to where they should be
(perhaps a little beyond), everything unmanageable about comprehensive
education becomes manageable. The argument in the UK used to be economic and is
now structural too, but 30 kids in a classroom is just not conducive to any form of real education (leaving aside the absurd curriculum),
never was, never will be. They can tinker with the system as much as they like
but they'll make no progress until they find a way (or divert the money from
the Capital) to make class sizes practical. Rant. Can't help it. I'm programmed
to throw mud at psychopaths and millionaires. I am also teaching in a private
school in Kenya... I know. It hasn't escaped my attention, but herein lies
complexities to be tackled another time.
To
run with the river of life. And experience new things.
In abundance. In just over a month I've been... holy moly... I can barely begin
to list it all. Climbing in Hell's Gate, swimming in geothermal spas, Lake
Boringo (wow), Lake Elementita, Lake Naivasha, hippos, giraffes, wild boar,
birds, birds, birds, and people! I'm lucky to be living next door to Meg and
Rose who basically tell me what to do with my spare time, and for the moment,
I'm happy with the arrangement. Every weekend has been fabulous and in a week
we're all off to Mozambique to cuddle whale sharks.
To
rekindled my gratitude. For the days. For every morning of wake up
and smell the life pulsing through you. I felt it so strongly during and after
Bhutan, but somewhere along the way, I got worn down by stuff – it's my fault perhaps.
Commuting contributed, and parochialism, the sleazy politics of a gouty,
decaying nation (I became Irish just before I left), the prevalent attitude of
'yes it's all screwed up, but we must look after ourselves before we do
anything about it', and - grrrr - house prices (blurgh). And none of the above
really... just having good stuff to do, a bit of space to be creative, lots of
variety, good people around and no absurd levels of pressure in work is enough.
And of course, the blissfulness of mornings on my porch. I had much of this on the farm in Brinsea, and I was grateful for it, but not the 30 minutes in the car I had to spend to see my city friends.
Anyway, this school has a good vein of humanity flowing
through it, and a healthy respect for life, which is not synonymous with 'work'.
I can do the work and live, without too much compromise. This is a good thing.
To
decouple my concerns from money. In Bhutan I spent
a year with no relationship whatsoever with my bank account. The money I earned
was never enough to afford any kind of meaningful savings, but it was more than
enough to live on, and there was nothing to buy in the shops. I checked my bank
account once to see that – oh surprise – nothing had changed. Similar (ish)
story so far: during the week, I spend nothing and never think about money. At
the weekends, I spend without thinking. Net result – no thinking. I don't know
if I'm rich or poor anymore J The company who hosts my website wants $400 dollars for the
next 3 years. Ouch.
The big
surprise...
1)
The Band On Sunday I'm playing with Solfamara, the
band I've joined. Piano, bass, lead guitar, acoustic guitar, drums,
bongos/percussion, saxophone, singing shared by me, the drummer and the
saxophonist. Practice room is 20 seconds walk from my house. And they're all
amazing. Most of them are working here with the kids so are super talented and
technical too... I'm having to life my game and learn. We had a trial gig last
Sunday. Imagine how surreal it was... I'm walking out onto the stage, the only
white guy in the room (festival-style tent), with four guys behind me and we
launch into You Can Call Me Al and everybody gets up dancing. I play By The
River next with the band, and everyone is still dancing and hollering out and
having fun and it feels like... where the hell am I and how did this happen???
I can't wait for the gig this weekend.
The Big Irritation...
I'm up writing this at 5:45 am because I got fed up with the mozzies that have suddenly swarmed into existence after lulling me into a false sense of security, and the crappy net I brought won't stop falling into my face. The mozzies can bite through the gaps. I eventually got up and thwapped five, all bloated with my blood. Blurgh.
In Conclusion
That's a brief (ish) update of me. I'm well - all is good for now. I've
written 4 songs in the past few weeks which is a good indicator of my sense of
well-being, but I haven't made any progress at all with the novel, which is
still tantalizingly close to the end. The plastics drive will continue and my new
batch of crime fighting superheroes are limbering up. I'm coaching a football
team, and a local team has asked me to play for them too. That's it. Newsround over.
There's always shadow sides and
complexities to the way we live our lives; they have to be explored and
interrogated because therein lies the edges of our self and the lines of our
values, but for now...
Next stop Mozambique.
